Girls, good day. I have such a problem, I don't have patience graduall…

Girls, good day. I have such a problem, I don't have patience gradually weaning off breastfeeding (well, that's how I am ?). The baby when I'm not there normally accepts the absence of breasts, only during sleep it's problematic. I want to drink a pill and everything would be over. Just so it goes away. How is this generally undesirable? I know everyone around me is saying you need to do it smoothly, but it's not working for me.