On Sunday, I had an argument with my boyfriend, just completely out of…

On Sunday, I had an argument with my boyfriend, just completely out of nowhere. He left for St. Petersburg yesterday, the trip was planned two months ago, but I don't understand if he will come back or if he got tired of my tantrums and fits. Plus, my current state is such that I don't want anything at all, not even a little bit. Before, I was full of energy, ideas, and strength, but now, nothing pleases me and nothing wants to be done. Yesterday, I googled local psychologists and psychiatrists to get them to cure my brain and prescribe antidepressants. Today I already gathered to go out to see a psychologist, but decided to call my friend, we chatted with her