Hello everyone How are you doing, girls?) I have a situation: a year a…

Hello everyone How are you doing, girls?) I have a situation: a year ago I was pregnant, everything was fine, the pregnancy was going well, but at 31–32 weeks I went into labor — the baby was premature. You know how hard that is. I gave birth to a boy, but when he was born he wasn't breathing anymore. You can't imagine how much it hurt me. I didn't speak to anyone for 2 months, I blamed my husband even though he never hurt me — I just had a severe depression. Three months after the birth I went back to work and pulled myself together. This winter my husband and I started treatment, we completed it, and recently I found out I'm pregnant. Of course it was very hard, because everyone kept asking what's going on, whether we were planning a child; honestly I'm writing this through tears. Girls, never lose hope — if you can't get pregnant, take your husband and get treated. Everything will be okay. I wish you all happiness and that your home is filled with a child's laughter ???? I just wanted to write this all down — it weighs on my heart, all these memories ???