Question to those moms who have pre-term babies, my little one is 5 mo…

Question to those moms who have pre-term babies, my little one is 5 months old, how did you get pregnant with your second child, now it's been 10 weeks. But fear doesn't leave me, how was your pregnancy, did you experience any complications? I'm afraid of childbirth, as if I just wouldn't go to the hospital and refuse pointless stimulation. How does your older child react to the younger one, how do you prepare your daughter better? She's still so small ? share your stories ?