Girls, I'm having a panic attack. After giving birth, I didn't go for …

Girls, I'm having a panic attack. After giving birth, I didn't go for a big walk for four days then with the help of a water-based enema I went as well somehow, everything is fine. Today I feel like I need to do it again, helped by a cleansing enema, and at the end I feel liquid stool, then I look and it's black like meconium in the baby. Started reading on the internet, this could be serious problems... very scared from not knowing. Maybe someone had this too??? Not from food coloring products definitely can't be, I didn't eat anything like that.