I don't know where to write, I'll write here. I don't even know where …

I don't know where to write, I'll write here. I don't even know where to go anymore, my back hurts terribly, it's heavy and constant on my hands, everything is nerve-wracking. I'm not blaming my daughter, she's not to blame. But I'm constantly at odds with my husband. I practically don't go anywhere because I lack milk. My husband works six days a week from 7 am to 7 pm, I'm dying just like that... Please tell me how you cope.