Just want to talk... Well, here's our first temperature for the baby ?…

Just want to talk... Well, here's our first temperature for the baby ? We did a vaccination that they give at 2 months old. It's so strange, all day sad in my soul, and now in an attempt to bring down the fever, I sit and blame myself as always. Although I understand that the fever is just a reaction to the vaccination, and it will pass soon. But, I can't calmly endure when my child is sick? It's still such a happiness to be a mom for me, despite such sleepless nights, and watching your child suffer ? (Pro-vaccine people please go away).