Girls, girls. I feel so bad, someone needs to vent, I'm sorry if I jud…

Girls, girls. I feel so bad, someone needs to vent, I'm sorry if I judge. My daughter fell yesterday, couldn't hold her nose, there was a red mark on her cheek, she fell again today and hit the table now one side of her cheek is red, it seems like a bruise ??‍♀️?????. Because of work and this phone, I didn't keep track, I'm so bad in my soul, how can I be so careless? First child, barely anything makes me cry when she's not feeling well. She's playing and walking around now, but I feel bad even though she already forgot.