It's not really on topic, but I still want to pour my heart out. I jus…

It's not really on topic, but I still want to pour my heart out. I just gave birth recently, but already forgot about the hellish labor pains, forgot how tiny my boy was, such a strange feeling, like I want to go through childbirth again, and the birth of a child ? I understand it sounds silly, I try to suppress these thoughts, but I really want another baby, especially a girl ? My friend gave birth yesterday, maybe that's why I want even more. Now it's time to think about my current situation, but I always jump ahead. I understand that I need to rest both physically and emotionally, and give all the love and care to my son, and my husband doesn't want