Girls, what calming pills do you take? I'm already on edge, the baby m…

Girls, what calming pills do you take? I'm already on edge, the baby mixed up the day with night, I've been begging for a cuddle almost all night, started getting more irritable with the child from lack of sleep, nobody to help, we're alone in another city. Husband barely sits with the baby for an hour, barely lets go to the store and he yells why I was so long. It's pointless to tell him that he has to be calm, he's a soldier and he only comes close to sleeping. Honestly, I'm already exhausted, my husband is also annoying me with his whims and tantrums. I want to drink some calming pills so I don't get upset with the