Hello, yesterday I wrote that I'm terminating my pregnancy. So, at the…

Hello, yesterday I wrote that I'm terminating my pregnancy. So, at the end of week 2 and the beginning of week 4 I took antibiotics — cefazolin and Metrogyl, and before that antiviral pills. I didn't think everything would be fine, but we don't know either way. Yesterday I cried all day and let out all my tears and grief, weighed the good and the bad, and today I had tests done for termination on medical grounds. I'm still having brown discharge. After thinking it all through I came to the conclusion that it's better not to go against nature. May God forgive me; He knows I didn't want this. This is life... Sometimes we can't even imagine what awaits us. People asked what week I was — 8 weeks; if I had waited until 12 weeks the pathology would still have been there, and it's better this way at an early stage. This is my choice, my life, and I AM the one who bears responsibility for the child!!!