Girls, hi! Such a situation ripped pretty badly during childbirth... s…

Girls, hi! Such a situation ripped pretty badly during childbirth... stitched up! It's been 15 days now. It hurts terribly, I can't stand on my feet for long, I can't lift the baby at all. It seems like it's buzzing but there's a pull in the leg. Have you ever experienced this? How long does this recovery last? Honestly, it feels like it will always hurt.