My family history... I'll start from the beginning, I was waiting for …

My family history... I'll start from the beginning, I was waiting for the birth of my little girl while preparing for a cesarean section at the same time. My fourth cesarean section and fears never left me. So, I was planning to give birth at the Scientific Center of Obstetrics and Gynecology. I went there for consultation, they gave me permission to give birth there, I needed to go pick up my doctor so she could open the referral and do a coronavirus analysis, but something just felt like laziness, and the due date was still small, I called my doctor and asked to reschedule everything for tomorrow. What do you think... I woke up at 5 am from that, that's what it is, sorry between