Don't judge harshly, girls, but I got hooked on this damn clay. It's 1…

Don't judge harshly, girls, but I got hooked on this damn clay. It's 11 o'clock at night now, called my husband so they wouldn't come back. This is such a compulsion inside that it won't go away until I get a piece of it. Nothing feels good, not even sweet, just clay or something like that. Tried calcium gluconate, but it's not it.