I lost my first pregnancy. It was just thunder in a clear sky. I took …

I lost my first pregnancy. It was just thunder in a clear sky. I took a blood test, went for an ultrasound, saw a fetal egg in the womb, and then I was hit by a strong toxemia. Therefore, I didn't even have any fears or doubts: it was obvious that I was deeply pregnant. At the 10th week we went for a screening - to see if everything is okay with the baby. Before that, I had no bloody discharge or pain - nothing that would indicate something was wrong. So the news that there was a fetus but no heartbeat was very sudden - it was cosmically hard. I just became a little girl who cried and asked my husband what to do next. I didn'