Good day girls, I want to vent my thoughts here. Maybe I'm alone in fe…

Good day girls, I want to vent my thoughts here. Maybe I'm alone in feeling like a bad mother? Because our colic passed already two months ago, and sleep settled then, we went to bed at 11-12 o'clock, and could have slept with the son until 12 days ? At first it seemed normal, after the colic and sleepless nights to rest a bit, and get some rest. Now I feel awful because, for example, I put the baby to bed at 11-12, and I myself somewhere around 2-3 am I lay down as everything is finished at home. Then we wake up at 6-6.30, prepare breakfast for husband, eat