Good night! I haven't written here in a long time, I wanted to share …

Good night! I haven't written here in a long time, I wanted to share now, maybe I'm overthinking it. In general, yesterday afternoon with my daughter we went to the polyclinic for a monthly checkup. We approached the traffic light, pedestrians had a green light, well, I noticed that a bus was speeding at high speed, even though its red light was on. My daughter sat in a stroller. The bus sped through the red light. Now I keep replaying this moment and how I can imagine what would happen if I had gone green, and I feel bad. I can't forget this picture. And I don't want to tell my husband. I became