I went to the geneticist. Termination of pregnancy... It's a shame — y…

I went to the geneticist. Termination of pregnancy... It's a shame — you can't bring a healthy child into the world with antibiotics. There's turmoil in my soul, I wanted the baby so much, and no one knows the right answer, only God, and I don't know what He's telling me. I'm torn by the choice.