My legs have varicose veins and it all started very early for me ??? I…

My legs have varicose veins and it all started very early for me ??? It's awful how I feel, I'm terrified to complain. It's hard to sleep at night, my due date is December, and I'm terrified of what awaits me. If it's so difficult now ????? let God forgive me for complaining. I'm happy that I'm pregnant ?.