Hello ? girls, what was your cesarean and how did you feel after the o…

Hello ? girls, what was your cesarean and how did you feel after the operation? ? I'm thinking about having a cesarean very scared of giving birth. I gave birth to two children myself, but it wasn't easy. The third child is 15 years younger than the youngest. They removed my tube, made a cut like a cesarean section, as an ectopic pregnancy was a year ago. ? 50/50 I have a cesarean or natural births.