Today is exactly 40 weeks, but the baby boy doesn't seem to want to me…

Today is exactly 40 weeks, but the baby boy doesn't seem to want to meet me, judging by all. I'm so tired of the pulling pain, from contractions... Since 37 weeks, I've been suffering, and what's the point? I have an appointment tomorrow, I want them to put me in bed. My tailbone hurts, I walk barely, I feel like I'm so exhausted that there will be no strength left for labor ???