Happy New Year ❤️ I want to cry here a little ? My back hurts so much,…

Happy New Year ❤️ I want to cry here a little ? My back hurts so much, I'm so tired from it, I can't even drive in the car for more than 3 minutes, everything starts hurting my back so painfully. It's not even pain, but like it's twisting it, it aches, it really bothers me, my stomach is going numb if I walk, yesterday's contractions were all day long, today it's strange that there isn't any, but my back is already so annoying, and it's hard to breathe ??? I'm honestly not afraid of giving birth anymore, I want to give birth faster and that's it, even though I realize that when