Stop having babies, I can't keep up ? Term is 41.2, everyone around a…

Stop having babies, I can't keep up ? Term is 41.2, everyone around already gave birth. Tomorrow for gynecologist appointment, but every day like torture. It's been really hard lately, the baby isn't big on all ultrasounds (at least at 31 weeks), but it's been so hard these last week, like he gained 4 kilos. They say they'll put him down soon, but I don't want to go through contractions in the hospital. No matter how much male therapy or general cleaning helps, oil doesn't help either. How I wish I could just give birth already...