вокруг меня крутится, и я не могу остановиться. **Translation:** Gi…

вокруг меня крутится, и я не могу остановиться. **Translation:** Girls, how do I stop self-abuse? Since childbirth, I feel unhappy, ugly and unloved. And the worst thing is that it's like my own child is a burden. I love him, the child was planned, I do all the mom duties - feed, bathe, do exercises etc. but the feeling that if he wasn't there, my life would be much easier, and I miss the old times. Because of these thoughts, I hate myself and it becomes very sad about my child, constantly thinking that he deserves more love. The baby is constantly on his arms, doesn't want to sleep without hands, and can