Good evening! Girls, I'm so tired, I just want to get pregnant already…

Good evening! Girls, I'm so tired, I just want to get pregnant already, I have no strength left. For some, pregnancy is the best time, but for me it's like hell. I'm constantly sick, and for three months I can't get out of bed, only everything passes, and here comes herpes again and tonsillitis. I simply don't have the strength to be afraid of the baby, especially such a long-awaited one, it took us so long ???and throughout the whole pregnancy in illnesses. Who often gets sick, how are your babies? My hair is graying?