Good evening?? Yay, we got rid of silicone pads?? Two weeks after leav…

Good evening?? Yay, we got rid of silicone pads?? Two weeks after leaving the hospital I bought nipple shields because there were cracks and they weren't healing fast enough. I was constantly applying cream, my son kept asking for breast every half hour, and he couldn't hold his breast lying down. I couldn't sit after giving birth due to a tear... so I held him on my hands while standing or walking and it hurt to walk. In general, I was exhausted and fed with shields... then I struggled until yesterday I couldn't stop him from breastfeeding without them ? in general, a whole drama... and yesterday, after going to the clinic home, I tried without shields and my son started crying and