Ugh Everything's not going as planned, our little one We rented a lamp…

Ugh Everything's not going as planned, our little one We rented a lamp But it's impossible to put him in bed Only with me I want everything to be over soon My husband, he held on when they took blood from his veins ? what a good man We're gaining weight (weighing 3385 and 53 cm) They said it's not critical but high (they told us to do everything possible so we wouldn't be admitted to the hospital (((