We don't sleep...at all, actually...I can't anymore, I'm already so ne…

We don't sleep...at all, actually...I can't anymore, I'm already so nervous, irritability, I sleep for 3-4 hours a day in total...still at 5-6 am I'm ready to play...there's no strength left, it's been months already. How not to go crazy...no strength for anything during the day.