I just want to express myself. The child is almost a year old... I'm s…

I just want to express myself. The child is almost a year old... I'm so tired, he's become capricious, I forbid him something, he cries, the regime went to hell... on walks in arms constantly, in a stroller he doesn't sit in the birth, you put it on the ground and it lies down and cries, and at home he doesn't walk anymore, but runs, on the street not in any... How tired I am. I feel like a bad mother. What am I doing wrong?!