Girls, please help me with my brain?

Girls, please help me with my brain ? because I want to go back to sleep again ?? My already grown up and the smell is not the same anymore. It's not about the smell, but I thought of sending her to kindergarten and going to work, but it's not that simple. Kindergartens are very expensive here, I don't trust nannies. I have to sit again, I don't know for how long (I actually thought maybe I could still give birth to another one and raise them together, time will be wasted ?) And besides, my daughter is bored and I don't want her to become selfish and spoiled. I almost forgot those days when I didn't sleep,