For the first time in a month I craved something, specifically fish th…

For the first time in a month I craved something, specifically fish that comes in packets with beer. My husband bought 5-6 different packets and I ate it all without even noticing. I thought, well, maybe this is just detox acting up, but no! He came back with new strength and now there's also the fact that I overate this very fish ??? I wish it was already week 12, hopefully by then I can live, not just exist like now. I don't even remember myself before the toxcosis, I don't remember who I was ?