Girls, I'm so morally exhausted. I have no strength left. I'm just a w…

Girls, I'm so morally exhausted. I have no strength left. I'm just a walking nerve, shaking all over. My son is hysterical about everything, screaming and crying. The box isn't worth it, he's furious. Brushing teeth is a pain, machine won't connect with another one - hysteria. Connecting the machines with a rope for five minutes - hysteria because he's tired of it and wants to untie them, but can't. Today he sits, drinks water from a glass and suddenly spills it all on the floor. I was preparing food, called me to sit in the room, pulls me, hysterics. I try to be calm and explain to him, talk to him.