Girls who gave birth for the first time - please tell us about your ex…

Girls who gave birth for the first time - please tell us about your experiences, how do you feel being a mom? Did everything go as planned during pregnancy? For example, I was against breast milk mixtures and breast pumps before giving birth. But from the very first month of my son's life, I actively used the breast pump and thought about switching him to formula. As a result, at 3.5 months old he is already on formula, breastfeeding ended and I am happy about it! I imagined that my labor would be natural. I pictured myself sitting on a birthing ball, going through contractions, but fate had other plans, so I had to have an emergency C-section and I still feel slightly guilty about it