I have a strange question. For a long time, friendly relationships hav…

I have a strange question. For a long time, friendly relationships haven't been formed, everyone always used me until a certain point. Whether it was friendship in school, university and at work. As a result, I became very closed off. When I met my husband, there was enough communication with him. We have common friends whom we visit. But to go out directly, communicate with them extremely rarely. Today I sat on the playground with children, and I thought, it would be nice to have someone to talk to, go for walks with. And so on the playground, by chance, I met a girl who was walking with her son. We talked, decided to walk together tomorrow with the kids. But all this