Sometimes it happens))) you're lying in the evening, it's hard to breathe, you're exhausted, your belly's up to the ceiling, you want to eat but you can't anymore and you think I never want to get pregnant again ?
I had that happen with my son ))) when I was in the maternity ward)) I called my husband, I said I changed my mind about giving birth )))) he says "how's that?" ))) I say "you go give birth yourself, I changed my mind))))"
During my second C-section, I said from the table, "Oh girls, I'm going. I'll come back later, I need to rest a bit more, I'm not feeling very well..." Everyone laughed)
I wasn't thinking about that at all ?? I was just totally freaking out and didn't know what to do with myself — at times it felt like my brain shut off, I don't remember half the contractions ?