Hello, I'm still waiting for my labor pains, but as the midwife said, …

Hello, I'm still waiting for my labor pains, but as the midwife said, I think I should go by myself. The baby's head is very high and there are no signs of labor nearby. Today I had a dream that the baby was kicking, his feet and fingers were visible, and the belly looked like a spreading lichen. And then the baby disappeared from my belly. I panicked and left the country to get an ultrasound, but nobody wanted to take me in. I woke up crying and gasping.