Girls, hello ☺️ I'm a mom of five, I had many tears during labor(( Fi…

Girls, hello ☺️ I'm a mom of five, I had many tears during labor(( Five external, and even internal ones scare me to know how many... awful pain in my vagina (( The baby was pulled out in seconds, on the EKG his heart was already hurting(( And then they immediately put him on my chest ? But these tears are just awful... Girls, how did you cope with these tears/stitches? How can I recover faster? I really need help ?