Here's an interesting painting, I don't know if I'm the only one like …

Here's an interesting painting, I don't know if I'm the only one like this but I envy my son to his pacifier and bottle. Yesterday we came home and decided to give the pacifier a try, he took it but spits out as he falls asleep and can just spit it out and lie down and look at the ceiling ☺️ How did you fight this jealousy? I only give it when he's full and just holds his breast in his mouth!!!! And do you still use the radio nanny? Should I buy it?