Girls, hi everyone, I know I'm not on topic, but my heart is breaking …

Girls, hi everyone, I know I'm not on topic, but my heart is breaking into pieces, help me with advice, please, you really need it, with my husband we have a terrible financial situation, we are forced to go to Poland for work, I will be there for three months, I feel like a bad mom that I'm leaving my little one... but he can't help me, I can't either. What should I do? I don't know what to do anymore. I'm in depression and I don't even know how to be.