Girls, hi, sorry for such an intimate question, it's embarrassing, I c…

Girls, hi, sorry for such an intimate question, it's embarrassing, I can only see a doctor after the cesarean section! I have always been struggling with constipation, during pregnancy it was awful, and after pregnancy this is just terrible, I go to the toilet painfully and even bleed, I can go once a week to the toilet and that's painful, hemorrhoids aren't there, but bleeding. Maybe someone had this too? How did you cope? My mother-in-law scared me that there might be blood infection, now I'm afraid to even go to the toilet in big numbers