Hello girls, I don't even know how to call myself, I'm crying, my hear…

Hello girls, I don't even know how to call myself, I'm crying, my heart hurts, I can only call myself the worst and bad mom ? Today I fell with my daughter, washed her in the bathroom and slipped on the water and fell with my child, everything was so fast, I don't remember if she hit her head or not, well, she cried for about 5 minutes maybe less, but she scratched her little hand a bit red, I'm watching her smile, she's sleeping, talking, I probably will never hate myself like this ?