Hey guys ? Girls, I can't control my anxiety anymore. Anyone taking so…

Hey guys ? Girls, I can't control my anxiety anymore. Anyone taking something for anxiety? I can't handle it myself, I think I'll break up soon. It seems like everything is okay, but at the same time, I'm so pissed off! I feel like a ghost from Lord of the Rings who constantly talks to himself and suffers from split personality ??I tell myself, "Okay, calm down, everything's fine, you should be happy, you wanted another child, husband, family ???and you don't appreciate what you have ???but at the same time, there's some kind of fire inside me that burns with hatred ??that tells me to go fuck your husband,