Mommies, hi everyone! The last two months I just don't feel like doing…

Mommies, hi everyone! The last two months I just don't feel like doing anything, I'm tired of the constant rush, even taking care of myself doesn't feel good when I see how fat I am, these circles under my eyes, I always have to do something, eat, cook, wash dishes, and take care of the baby at the same time. Sometimes I want to lie down but I know it's not possible, I need to feed the guys ? How can I get myself together? Constant apathy.