I wanted to tell my story. I'm currently 37 weeks pregnant, waiting fo…

I wanted to tell my story. I'm currently 37 weeks pregnant, waiting for a daughter. Before that, I lost a baby at 12 weeks. At 7 weeks, the pregnancy stopped growing, and at 12 weeks there was a miscarriage. We went through this very hard with my husband. I had strong depression, lots of tears. The next night after I returned home from the hospital (after cleaning), I dreamt about a newborn girl on the operating table (alive, looking at me with beautiful eyes). And I was sure then that I had lost the girl. Three months later, I got pregnant again and if anyone heard about the power of thought (who believes in it, of course)- I constantly started