I just want to say something. I've been walking around for a couple of…

I just want to say something. I've been walking around for a couple of days thinking that I can't be friends, a bad friend. There were school and university friends, but now everyone has their own life, worries. Some live in another city, some in my own, but always busy. I don't even have anyone to just walk with. So lonely sometimes. It's not like I'm stupid, not bad, not scary. Basically an ordinary girl. I just want to sit somewhere with someone, talk about girls stuff, but not with... you know, ???where do you even look for friends in adult life?! ??