Girls, please comfort me, I can't even take it anymore. I stopped brea…

Girls, please comfort me, I can't even take it anymore. I stopped breastfeeding my daughter a week and a half ago. First, I removed daytime feedings, and on Monday, I also stopped nighttime feedings. We barely slept all this time, she was always on my hands. On Tuesday, they put me in the hospital with an attack (a stone in my chest) because I'm pregnant and should have been under observation, and my daughter has been with my mom for this whole week. During the day she behaved normally, but at night, of course, she still searched for the breast. Yesterday, I got discharged with a prescription, and the night was awful again ??‍? from 3 to 5