Hello dear ladies, well, I decided to share my problems. Before pregna…

Hello dear ladies, well, I decided to share my problems. Before pregnancy, I had aversion to food, and all because of what, of course, childhood trauma traumatized me by relatives like "I'm too fat, you already eat how much, you eat so much, you're a girl." I always tried to eat less when I ate full, I always hated myself, I cried in front of the mirror, I grew up well, but the trauma is still there. Now I am married, but I still live with thoughts that I will get fat, I'm afraid to eat, as I am pregnant, I eat more portions and suddenly my mother-in-law said that I got fat if I start eating a