All girls! Panic, fear is slowly starting to take over ? I went to see…

All girls! Panic, fear is slowly starting to take over ? I went to see a gynecologist today, she said there's practically zero chance of me giving birth myself! (Only because... The passive voice, symphysis, hernia, scar on the uterus and sharp pains! She says they won't accept me giving birth! Hemoglobin still not rising, need to go see a hematologist so he can prescribe injections, so that by day I can raise hemoglobin! Today she scheduled a hospital stay! Knowing what day I'll give birth, panic starts ? although there's still a month left ? scary, exciting....