I'm disappointed (I really wanted another child, I started taking Elev…

I'm disappointed (I really wanted another child, I started taking Elevit. My daughter is two years old and I want to have a baby now. I sometimes told my husband that he should be prepared, drink vitamins and read prayers. In general, we had this conversation again. He says when will we be ready, but now he's not financially ready (we live abroad, there's enough). True, there's half of the savings for the apartment, but we haven't bought it yet. I wanted to give birth while young, while at home. I'm afraid that over time I won't want to go through the whole maternity leave all over again. My husband loves his daughter very much, helps