Morally and physically. A very confusing situation for me. We've been …

Morally and physically. A very confusing situation for me. We've been in a relationship for a month now, but I can't get any sleep. I wake up and get out of bed, dreaming of sleeping more and being able to sleep forever. As soon as my son falls asleep, I fall asleep with him, but I want to sleep longer and more. I go to bed at 12 o'clock, we wake up at 6:30-7:30. And there are so many thoughts about work, life, and what I have achieved in life. This year will be 7 years since we got married and I'm always in some kind of struggle with my mother-in